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I’d had three major attempts at relationships and three less serious dalliances in between — which unfortunately still made me emotionally spiral. I was focused on having a great New Year — making better choices. All you need is your computer, headphones, a pen, and a blank journal. “I’m gonna get hypnotized from some hip cool young babe over my computer? I visualized the magnetic version of myself and had chats with the worst version of myself, after which we hugged and healed. I was ready to throw myself into the world again, to dip my toe into the stream of life!

", "error_zip_required": "You have not specified your postal code! ", "error_user_invalid": "Your username must be between 4 and 20 characters.", "error_user_no_white_space": "Your username must not contain any whitespace", "error_user_exists": "Your username is not available", "error_user_no_email": "Your username should not be in the form of an email", "error_user_no_custom_chars": "Your username contains invalid characters", "error_pass_required": "Password is required!Suffice it to say, he was yet another codependent, perma-adolescent narcissist who was emotionally manipulative and reckless with his words/promises/ my feelings. It was ME who let all of these “wrong/bad” men get close to me. I was at a point where I felt like I was lying face down on the ground with absolutely no desire to ever date or have sex again. I just kept telling people that moving forward, if/when I ever DID start dating again, I wanted to “make better choices.” But I felt completely disenchanted and lackluster as fuck. After the breakup, I went to a New Years Eve party. I dissociate and am watching my life like it’s a movie; I’m bored, I’m lonely, or I think he’s all I’ll be able to find and am so grateful he chose me. Anyways, I had three main attempts at a relationship last year, and the final one was my rock bottom. I'm doing the Opulence workshop again, and I have just begun doing the daily reprogramming exercise from Formula and Magnetism on a daily basis, to reinforce and strengthen new neural pathways. Actually, any of the three could have been my rock bottom. I'm considering doing the partnership workshop again and substituting the word "relationship/partner" with "money" and "career." But this will all make more sense if you check out Lacy’s website or listen to her episode of my podcast.

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